1 00:01:48,843 --> 00:01:51,721 Fuck, we're bleeding. 2 00:01:51,763 --> 00:01:54,800 Great. Now I got brain coming out of the wound. 3 00:01:54,843 --> 00:01:57,562 Raise his head and give him 100 grams of Mannitol. 4 00:01:57,603 --> 00:01:59,559 Let's put him in burst suppression. 5 00:01:59,603 --> 00:02:02,595 - What's his blood pressure? - 117 over 72. 6 00:02:02,643 --> 00:02:04,713 Are we maintaining cerebral perfusion? 7 00:02:04,763 --> 00:02:08,278 - Body temperature's 34.5 - 117 over 72. 8 00:02:08,323 --> 00:02:10,393 Are we maintaining cerebral perfusion? 9 00:02:10,443 --> 00:02:14,914 Body's temperature's 34.5. We've loaded him with Dilantin and Decadron. 10 00:02:14,963 --> 00:02:16,316 Fuck. 11 00:02:17,043 --> 00:02:21,594 Fuck. Julie, I need two Fraziers and some aneurysm clips. 12 00:02:21,643 --> 00:02:23,599 We've got to stop all this bleeding. 13 00:02:23,643 --> 00:02:27,192 - I'll need Gelfoam and cottonoids. - We got to stop this bleeding. 14 00:02:27,243 --> 00:02:30,792 - This aneurysm. - Absolutely. Gelfoam and cottonoids. 15 00:02:30,843 --> 00:02:35,963 - The CT scanners will come in after surgery. - If we make it that far. 16 00:02:36,003 --> 00:02:38,233 If we make it that far. 17 00:03:57,043 --> 00:03:59,682 That shit smells awful. 18 00:03:59,723 --> 00:04:01,520 Fenugreek. 19 00:04:01,563 --> 00:04:03,201 Fenugreek? 20 00:04:03,243 --> 00:04:06,121 What the fuck is fenugreek? 21 00:04:06,163 --> 00:04:08,313 Try some. It's delicious. 22 00:04:08,363 --> 00:04:09,762 No, thanks. 23 00:04:09,803 --> 00:04:12,715 You put a little maple syrup on it. 24 00:04:16,523 --> 00:04:20,277 Can you hurry up? I don't want to be late for my funeral. 25 00:04:22,763 --> 00:04:24,799 Relax. We got plenty of time. 26 00:04:24,843 --> 00:04:27,038 You've got nothing but time. 27 00:04:27,083 --> 00:04:29,643 Which doesn't exist anyway, so... 28 00:04:38,563 --> 00:04:40,793 You don't know what you're missing. 29 00:05:38,443 --> 00:05:42,118 Damn it, David. I told you I wanted to be cremated. 30 00:05:53,603 --> 00:05:56,037 You can do this. 31 00:05:57,683 --> 00:05:59,355 Cat. 32 00:06:06,283 --> 00:06:07,875 Tac. 33 00:06:09,483 --> 00:06:11,678 No, reverse it. 34 00:06:12,443 --> 00:06:14,161 Cat. 35 00:06:16,203 --> 00:06:17,636 Cap. 36 00:06:17,683 --> 00:06:19,514 Almost. Cat. 37 00:06:25,723 --> 00:06:27,475 Let's try another one. 38 00:06:30,003 --> 00:06:31,516 Duck. 39 00:06:35,523 --> 00:06:36,842 Fuck. 40 00:06:36,883 --> 00:06:38,874 Close. 41 00:06:42,523 --> 00:06:43,797 Goat. 42 00:06:48,203 --> 00:06:49,318 Go... 43 00:06:54,163 --> 00:06:56,154 Let's take a break. 44 00:07:02,443 --> 00:07:03,876 Go... 45 00:07:12,043 --> 00:07:14,637 She's definitely got your nose. 46 00:07:16,523 --> 00:07:18,400 And your eyes. 47 00:07:19,523 --> 00:07:22,083 Look at that face. 48 00:07:22,123 --> 00:07:25,195 Look at this little person we created. 49 00:07:26,363 --> 00:07:28,718 I love it when she does that. 50 00:07:28,763 --> 00:07:31,994 When she sort of jerks right before she falls off to sleep. 51 00:07:32,043 --> 00:07:34,113 Wakes herself up. 52 00:07:34,163 --> 00:07:37,280 You freaked out the first time she ever did it. 53 00:07:38,563 --> 00:07:42,033 I remember that feeling of falling when I was little. 54 00:07:42,083 --> 00:07:45,837 Like I was falling out of bed. It always woke me up. 55 00:07:45,883 --> 00:07:49,239 Like I was scared of what I was going to fall into. 56 00:07:53,083 --> 00:07:55,039 That never happens to me any more. 57 00:08:01,843 --> 00:08:03,071 God. 58 00:08:04,083 --> 00:08:06,756 We lose so much, you know? 59 00:08:10,243 --> 00:08:12,552 Oh, great! 60 00:08:12,603 --> 00:08:17,631 - Great. He's got the hiccups again. - So shake him and scream in his face. 61 00:08:17,683 --> 00:08:20,993 The world is a hostile, terrifying place. He needs to learn that. 62 00:08:21,043 --> 00:08:25,878 If your mom says what a gassy baby you were and how he gets it from you, I'll scream. 63 00:08:25,923 --> 00:08:30,075 - And I'll start farting. - Thank God we got high before we came. 64 00:08:32,403 --> 00:08:36,442 Call me crazy, buddy boy, but I don't think it makes a damned difference who won. 65 00:08:36,483 --> 00:08:39,156 - They're all crooks. - How can you not care? 66 00:08:39,203 --> 00:08:42,161 - That bullshit acceptance speech! - Language. 67 00:08:42,203 --> 00:08:44,558 "I was not elected to serve one party." 68 00:08:44,603 --> 00:08:47,959 - The operative words being "not elected". - Want the end piece? 69 00:08:48,003 --> 00:08:50,312 - I don't eat red meat. - I made you chicken. 70 00:08:50,363 --> 00:08:54,561 Nate, if you didn't want Bush in the White House, why did you vote for Nader? 71 00:08:54,603 --> 00:08:59,313 Sorry I'm late. The traffic was, like, severely ridiculous. 72 00:08:59,363 --> 00:09:01,354 Ruth. 73 00:09:01,403 --> 00:09:05,157 - Merry Christmas. - Claire. You don't look well. 74 00:09:05,203 --> 00:09:09,879 - I may be coming down with a cold. - Let me feel your head. 75 00:09:09,923 --> 00:09:12,278 - The end piece? - It's OK. People get colds. 76 00:09:12,803 --> 00:09:14,873 Anybody want the end piece? 77 00:09:14,923 --> 00:09:17,881 - Nate? - Sure, I'll take it. 78 00:09:24,723 --> 00:09:27,237 Everyone save some room for dessert. 79 00:09:27,283 --> 00:09:29,956 Mother, are you trying to sabotage my diet? 80 00:09:30,003 --> 00:09:33,712 Of course not, Tricia. I support your commitment to hating yourself 81 00:09:33,763 --> 00:09:37,676 for not having the ass of a ten-year-old boy. 82 00:09:37,723 --> 00:09:39,714 Why do you have to be so crude? 83 00:09:39,763 --> 00:09:42,402 Because God is punishing you through me. 84 00:09:43,563 --> 00:09:46,953 Fisher Funeral Chapel. Nate Fisher speaking. 85 00:09:47,003 --> 00:09:51,394 I'm so terribly sorry. Yes, we are open today. 86 00:09:51,443 --> 00:09:54,799 Any time before eleven. 87 00:09:54,843 --> 00:09:58,677 I wish we could make it through Christmas dinner without somebody dying. 88 00:09:58,723 --> 00:10:00,759 We'll be waiting for you. 89 00:10:01,843 --> 00:10:05,472 - Heart attack. - Thank God for small favours. 90 00:10:05,523 --> 00:10:08,276 Ah, shit. I've seen this one before. 91 00:10:09,803 --> 00:10:13,921 That was Dr... Schr�dinger. Kitty... 92 00:10:14,883 --> 00:10:17,351 didn't make it. 93 00:10:19,723 --> 00:10:21,793 What are we watching this for? 94 00:10:21,843 --> 00:10:23,754 Cos it's what's on. 95 00:10:23,803 --> 00:10:26,442 Quit flapping your trap. I like this show. 96 00:10:26,483 --> 00:10:30,920 So, the universe is split in two. 97 00:10:30,963 --> 00:10:35,832 Two? Try two billion. 98 00:10:39,443 --> 00:10:41,673 What's gonna happen to us? 99 00:10:41,723 --> 00:10:43,998 There, there. 100 00:10:44,043 --> 00:10:46,921 We always end up in a universe in which we exist. 101 00:10:48,083 --> 00:10:49,960 Remember Copenhagen? 102 00:10:52,963 --> 00:10:54,521 Oh, yes. 103 00:10:55,803 --> 00:10:58,271 The Eigenvalues in bloom. 104 00:10:58,323 --> 00:11:03,522 You just keep telling yourself, everything that can happen does. 105 00:11:03,563 --> 00:11:06,600 - Somewhere. - Shit. I seen this one before. 106 00:11:09,683 --> 00:11:13,278 - Tell me what's going on. - I need you to answer some questions. 107 00:11:16,843 --> 00:11:20,995 Do you believe your consciousness affects the behaviour of subatomic particles? 108 00:11:21,043 --> 00:11:22,396 Am I alive or am I dead? 109 00:11:22,443 --> 00:11:26,959 Do you believe that particles appear in all possible places at once? 110 00:11:27,003 --> 00:11:29,597 And if I am dead, is this heaven or hell? 111 00:11:29,643 --> 00:11:33,318 Do you believe the universe is splitting into billions of parallel universes? 112 00:11:33,363 --> 00:11:37,481 - What the fuck do I care? - You only get one choice. Think about this. 113 00:11:37,523 --> 00:11:40,674 Just tell me. Am I dead? 114 00:11:40,723 --> 00:11:42,281 Yes or no? 115 00:11:43,883 --> 00:11:45,874 Yes. 116 00:11:49,043 --> 00:11:51,193 And no. 117 00:11:51,243 --> 00:11:55,236 Some places you're dead, some you're alive. Some places you never existed. 118 00:11:55,283 --> 00:11:57,638 Possibly. Theoretically. 119 00:11:57,683 --> 00:12:02,279 Or who knows? This could just be the anaesthesia talking. 120 00:12:04,643 --> 00:12:05,962 Go ahead. 121 00:12:06,843 --> 00:12:09,311 Open the box. 122 00:12:19,923 --> 00:12:21,914 Fuck it. 123 00:12:37,723 --> 00:12:41,352 No, I never actually flatlined. I just woke up. 124 00:12:41,403 --> 00:12:44,042 Later they told me the AVM ruptured in surgery. 125 00:12:44,083 --> 00:12:45,721 What does that mean, ruptured? 126 00:12:46,443 --> 00:12:51,119 Well, just, you know, exploded. My head actually exploded. 127 00:12:51,163 --> 00:12:53,393 I should have died or had brain damage 128 00:12:53,443 --> 00:12:58,392 but I pulled through and seven months later, nothing even shows up on an MRI. 129 00:12:58,443 --> 00:13:01,515 Wow. You're really lucky. 130 00:13:02,483 --> 00:13:04,280 So fucking lucky. 131 00:13:05,163 --> 00:13:07,802 So fucking lucky. 132 00:13:07,843 --> 00:13:10,118 - Right? - Oh, that is so beautiful. 133 00:13:10,163 --> 00:13:13,712 - His doesn't have the inlay. - Where did you get this? 134 00:13:13,763 --> 00:13:18,518 My boss, Carol, had to have a lot of jewellery made for this King Arthur cable movie. 135 00:13:18,563 --> 00:13:21,123 She turned us on to the guy who did it. 136 00:13:21,163 --> 00:13:23,996 I still can't believe how fast you two got married. 137 00:13:24,043 --> 00:13:27,797 It wasn't that fast. We've actually been together eight years. 138 00:13:27,843 --> 00:13:31,040 You know, on and off. Between here and Seattle. 139 00:13:34,163 --> 00:13:37,280 - Well, you look really happy. - I am really happy. 140 00:13:37,323 --> 00:13:39,791 Good. 141 00:13:39,843 --> 00:13:42,562 - My sister-in-law's an astrologist. - And a drunk. 142 00:13:42,603 --> 00:13:46,994 And she was telling me about this weird thing her profession is facing. 143 00:13:47,043 --> 00:13:50,035 When did astrology become a profession? 144 00:13:50,083 --> 00:13:53,712 You know, with the whole possibility of interplanetary travel. 145 00:13:53,763 --> 00:13:55,958 This pasta salad is so good. 146 00:13:56,003 --> 00:14:00,042 - I want to spend a weekend alone with it. - That makes me feel weird. 147 00:14:00,083 --> 00:14:05,282 Say in your chart, Mars is in Scorpio. Well, what about when people are born on Mars? 148 00:14:05,323 --> 00:14:10,351 Their Mars isn't in anything but their earth, it's in Virgo. 149 00:14:10,403 --> 00:14:15,477 - Honey, no one's listening. - I know. I'm boring myself. 150 00:14:15,523 --> 00:14:18,879 Oh, I made some pasta salad without tuna in it for you. 151 00:14:18,923 --> 00:14:20,959 No, I'm nursing. I need the protein. 152 00:14:21,003 --> 00:14:23,437 Spencer! Put the kitty down. 153 00:14:24,683 --> 00:14:27,641 - So the breast-feeding thing is better now? - Yeah. 154 00:14:27,683 --> 00:14:29,753 - I'm taking fenugreek. - Fenugreek. 155 00:14:29,803 --> 00:14:33,000 - Oh, I've heard of that. How? - It's amazing. 156 00:14:33,043 --> 00:14:35,557 Nursing was so painful for me at first. 157 00:14:35,603 --> 00:14:38,959 My milk production would never catch up with her demand. 158 00:14:39,003 --> 00:14:42,234 Put the kitty down! 159 00:14:42,283 --> 00:14:44,513 But now there's always enough. 160 00:14:44,563 --> 00:14:47,919 The only drawback is my sweat smells a little like maple syrup. 161 00:14:49,243 --> 00:14:50,915 Thank you. 162 00:14:50,963 --> 00:14:54,114 Breasts are actually modified sweat glands. 163 00:14:54,163 --> 00:14:58,361 And I hardly ever sweat. Which is maybe why it was so painful for me at first. 164 00:14:58,403 --> 00:15:02,555 I wish I got more of those elliptical ones. They're better for your knees. 165 00:15:02,603 --> 00:15:05,834 But I'm sure I wouldn't be using that one either. 166 00:15:07,603 --> 00:15:10,481 - Todd, thanks for having us. - Taking off so soon? 167 00:15:10,523 --> 00:15:13,560 - I got to work tonight. - Want a hit for the road? 168 00:15:15,883 --> 00:15:18,033 - I'd better not. - All right. 169 00:15:18,083 --> 00:15:20,961 I think I know somebody who wants to buy a motorcycle. 170 00:15:21,003 --> 00:15:23,278 Somebody already bought it. 171 00:15:23,323 --> 00:15:24,642 Oh, well. 172 00:15:24,683 --> 00:15:26,162 Yeah. 173 00:15:28,963 --> 00:15:31,921 All right. Thanks again. 174 00:15:31,963 --> 00:15:34,397 - I'll see you next time. - All right. Later. 175 00:15:39,643 --> 00:15:42,203 - It was fun. - Yeah, I like them. 176 00:15:42,243 --> 00:15:44,598 She's nice. He's a little weird. 177 00:15:44,643 --> 00:15:46,520 The food was good. 178 00:15:46,563 --> 00:15:49,282 Nate, we totally grabbed the wrong bag. 179 00:15:49,323 --> 00:15:50,915 Oh, shit. 180 00:15:50,963 --> 00:15:52,874 - All right. Be right back. - Keys. 181 00:15:53,763 --> 00:15:57,119 I feel... judged. 182 00:15:59,363 --> 00:16:01,752 I feel criticised. 183 00:16:03,243 --> 00:16:06,599 I feel like nothing I do is good enough. 184 00:16:07,603 --> 00:16:09,798 I feel ashamed of who I am, 185 00:16:11,923 --> 00:16:14,357 like I'll never be the person you want me to be. 186 00:16:14,403 --> 00:16:16,598 I don't want you to be anyone except you. 187 00:16:16,643 --> 00:16:20,602 Keith, now is about you listening. 188 00:16:20,643 --> 00:16:22,520 You'll get your chance in a moment. 189 00:16:23,563 --> 00:16:25,554 Yeah, OK. 190 00:16:29,843 --> 00:16:32,482 I feel like I'm living in a minefield. 191 00:16:32,523 --> 00:16:36,072 Sometimes. Your anger is so random and arbitrary. 192 00:16:36,123 --> 00:16:41,117 Let's try to avoid making judgments about Keith's behaviour right now 193 00:16:41,163 --> 00:16:44,599 and really stay focused on what you feel. 194 00:16:47,843 --> 00:16:51,040 I'm afraid of pissing you off, so... 195 00:16:53,163 --> 00:16:55,472 I'm constantly editing myself. 196 00:16:59,363 --> 00:17:03,322 I guess I'm confused. I don't even know who I am any more. 197 00:17:08,883 --> 00:17:10,475 I'm done. 198 00:17:12,203 --> 00:17:15,832 Now, Keith. What did you hear? 199 00:17:15,883 --> 00:17:17,714 A lot of whining. 200 00:17:18,403 --> 00:17:22,078 Perhaps you have some feelings of your own you'd like to share? 201 00:17:22,123 --> 00:17:26,594 Yeah. I hate my job. I feel like a fucking loser driving around in a Home Alert uniform 202 00:17:26,643 --> 00:17:28,952 answering alarms set off by poodles 203 00:17:29,003 --> 00:17:32,757 and sucking up to rich assholes who make more in a day than I make in a year. 204 00:17:32,803 --> 00:17:37,274 I ought to be able to blow off steam when I come home without you taking it personally 205 00:17:37,323 --> 00:17:39,757 because it's very rarely about you. 206 00:17:39,803 --> 00:17:43,079 - David? - I don't think that's fair. 207 00:17:43,123 --> 00:17:46,081 You don't want me to have any feelings. 208 00:17:46,123 --> 00:17:49,274 No, I'd just like to have fun now and then like we used to. 209 00:17:49,323 --> 00:17:52,315 - We don't have fun? - Rarely. 210 00:17:53,163 --> 00:17:54,960 Rarely? 211 00:17:55,003 --> 00:17:56,994 On occasion. 212 00:17:59,163 --> 00:18:00,881 How's your sex life? 213 00:18:05,163 --> 00:18:07,040 It's kind of great. 214 00:18:07,083 --> 00:18:08,914 Yeah, that part works. 215 00:18:08,963 --> 00:18:14,515 So it seems engaging passionately is comfortable in that arena 216 00:18:14,563 --> 00:18:16,793 but not so in other areas. 217 00:18:16,843 --> 00:18:20,313 What other things do the two of you like to do together? 218 00:18:21,883 --> 00:18:25,842 We go to movies sometimes. We go to dinner. 219 00:18:25,883 --> 00:18:27,839 We used to play racket ball. 220 00:18:27,883 --> 00:18:32,274 He was so much better than me it was a joke. I wasn't challenging enough. 221 00:18:32,323 --> 00:18:34,883 - I never said that. - It made me feel inadequate. 222 00:18:36,043 --> 00:18:38,716 What kinds of things do you do on your own? 223 00:18:38,763 --> 00:18:42,073 - Besides work, work out. - Yeah. 224 00:18:42,123 --> 00:18:45,035 My job kind of keeps me from doing much else. 225 00:18:46,323 --> 00:18:47,472 Friends? 226 00:18:49,563 --> 00:18:51,633 Most of my friends are cops. 227 00:18:53,523 --> 00:18:56,196 But I don't see 'em any more since I left the force. 228 00:18:57,403 --> 00:19:00,918 - David never really had any close friends. - That's not true. 229 00:19:03,083 --> 00:19:07,395 There's a group of independent funeral directors I get together with every month. 230 00:19:07,443 --> 00:19:09,911 You hate those guys. 231 00:19:14,523 --> 00:19:16,514 We're out of time. 232 00:19:17,603 --> 00:19:19,958 This week, should any conflicts arise, 233 00:19:20,003 --> 00:19:22,722 try to focus on expressing what you're feeling 234 00:19:22,763 --> 00:19:25,960 instead of criticising and blaming, OK? 235 00:19:30,723 --> 00:19:32,634 Change. 236 00:20:02,163 --> 00:20:04,040 Good, Russell. 237 00:20:04,083 --> 00:20:06,392 Change. 238 00:20:21,403 --> 00:20:24,713 Fuck, it's almost five. Rico's gonna have my head. 239 00:20:24,763 --> 00:20:27,357 - Mom. - Hello. 240 00:20:27,403 --> 00:20:29,439 How is my precious girl doing today? 241 00:20:29,483 --> 00:20:31,758 She has the hiccups again. 242 00:20:31,803 --> 00:20:36,194 She gets that from her daddy. He was a very gassy baby. Yes, he was. 243 00:20:36,243 --> 00:20:38,438 I'll get her some gripe water. 244 00:20:38,483 --> 00:20:41,600 - Do you burp her often when she's nursing? - Of course. 245 00:20:43,603 --> 00:20:45,594 What's wrong with you? 246 00:20:46,643 --> 00:20:49,715 Uh, I don't know. I think I just had the weirdest deja vu. 247 00:20:49,763 --> 00:20:51,355 Hello! 248 00:20:52,283 --> 00:20:56,959 Every time I pop by, there are more people here. Hi. I'm Carol Ward, Lisa's boss. 249 00:20:57,003 --> 00:21:00,200 I'm Ruth Fisher, Nate's mother. We've met several times. 250 00:21:00,243 --> 00:21:03,155 You're not living here now too, are you? 251 00:21:03,203 --> 00:21:05,398 I'm kidding. Calm down. 252 00:21:05,443 --> 00:21:08,879 - I hate to keep harping on this. - I parked in the driveway again. 253 00:21:08,923 --> 00:21:11,483 - There are two cars today. - Sorry, I didn't know. 254 00:21:11,523 --> 00:21:15,357 Oh, please, it's no biggie. I'm sure you didn't know. 255 00:21:15,403 --> 00:21:17,997 - What's your excuse? - I was just dropping off... 256 00:21:18,043 --> 00:21:21,797 I could get a sign made. "Nate, back it up. Put it on the street." 257 00:21:23,883 --> 00:21:27,034 - I'm kidding. - If you want, I'll move it right now. 258 00:21:27,083 --> 00:21:29,677 Don't be silly. Whenever. Doesn't matter. 259 00:21:29,723 --> 00:21:32,078 Sooner rather than later. 260 00:21:33,043 --> 00:21:36,877 Lisa, I'm having dinner with Penny Marshall tonight so I want you to cook. 261 00:21:36,923 --> 00:21:38,481 OK. 262 00:21:38,523 --> 00:21:44,234 But I'm hosting an impromptu gathering tomorrow. I'm trying a new pitch on friends. 263 00:21:44,283 --> 00:21:46,035 Shouldn't be more than... 264 00:21:46,083 --> 00:21:48,233 30. 265 00:21:48,283 --> 00:21:50,922 - OK. - You have time to go over a menu with me? 266 00:21:50,963 --> 00:21:53,523 - Now? - Yes! 267 00:21:53,563 --> 00:21:58,398 - Take your time, dear. I've got all afternoon. - Nice to meet you, Nate's mother! 268 00:21:58,443 --> 00:22:00,115 She's energetic. 269 00:22:00,163 --> 00:22:02,199 She's a lunatic. 270 00:22:04,083 --> 00:22:06,551 - Hey, Rico. - Nate, hey. 271 00:22:06,603 --> 00:22:08,434 - How's it going? - Good. 272 00:22:08,483 --> 00:22:12,795 Good, good, I'm glad to hear it. Listen, I don't know if you're aware of this, 273 00:22:12,843 --> 00:22:15,562 or if you even care, but we have two viewings tonight. 274 00:22:15,603 --> 00:22:18,436 - 6... 30, and one at eight. - Yeah, I'm on my way. 275 00:22:18,483 --> 00:22:22,840 Good. Because your brother is nowhere to be found. 276 00:22:22,883 --> 00:22:25,192 And he's not answering his cellphone. 277 00:22:25,243 --> 00:22:28,041 - And there's only so much I can do. - Sure. 278 00:22:28,083 --> 00:22:30,233 I can't be in two places at the same time. 279 00:22:30,283 --> 00:22:34,242 I get it, Rico, OK? Lay off the lecturing. I'm not your kid. 280 00:22:34,283 --> 00:22:37,275 I'm not your employee, I'm your partner. 281 00:22:37,323 --> 00:22:41,032 I am a licensed funeral director now. OK? 282 00:22:41,723 --> 00:22:46,956 You guys took my money, you made me a partner, it's time you treated me like one. 283 00:22:47,003 --> 00:22:48,755 Goodbye. 284 00:23:00,683 --> 00:23:03,595 So, Claire, how's art school? 285 00:23:03,643 --> 00:23:04,996 It's OK. 286 00:23:05,043 --> 00:23:07,477 What kind of stuff are you doing? 287 00:23:07,523 --> 00:23:12,517 Well, yesterday, we had to draw this naked guy in, like, 30 seconds. 288 00:23:12,563 --> 00:23:17,193 - Well, that sounds fun. - Not really. It's hard. 289 00:23:17,243 --> 00:23:20,952 And, like, I don't even wanna be an illustrator or painter or whatever. 290 00:23:21,003 --> 00:23:24,439 But they say we need to know how to do everything, like Picasso. 291 00:23:24,483 --> 00:23:28,954 - It's intense. - But you get to be creative every day. 292 00:23:29,003 --> 00:23:30,516 Good morning. 293 00:23:30,563 --> 00:23:32,155 - Hey! - Hello, pumpkin. 294 00:23:32,203 --> 00:23:35,798 - How's it going? - It could not be going any better. 295 00:23:35,843 --> 00:23:37,879 Would you look at this little girl? 296 00:23:37,923 --> 00:23:39,914 Is that the face of God or what? 297 00:23:39,963 --> 00:23:42,079 There's stuff coming out of God's nose. 298 00:23:42,123 --> 00:23:45,195 Who's precious, is it you? Yes, it is. 299 00:23:45,243 --> 00:23:48,121 Can you help with her today? Lisa's got to help Carol. 300 00:23:48,163 --> 00:23:50,916 Carol's having this big Hollywood ass-lick dinner. 301 00:23:50,963 --> 00:23:52,954 Of course. 302 00:23:53,883 --> 00:23:57,193 You guys, she took the most amazing poop this morning. 303 00:23:57,243 --> 00:23:58,676 Who, Lisa? 304 00:23:59,603 --> 00:24:04,597 Seriously. It was just so perfectly formed, so healthy and compact. 305 00:24:04,643 --> 00:24:06,998 It was like an adult poop. It made me so happy. 306 00:24:07,043 --> 00:24:11,082 When you live with a baby you see the world as being totally new all over again. 307 00:24:11,123 --> 00:24:14,911 They're just so pure and uncorrupted. It's a fucking privilege. 308 00:24:14,963 --> 00:24:17,761 How come neither of you's been over to visit recently? 309 00:24:17,803 --> 00:24:22,081 Because being a father has turned you into a dithering idiot. 310 00:24:23,843 --> 00:24:28,553 Wow. You're so tough and cool and above it all. I wish I was you. 311 00:24:28,603 --> 00:24:30,833 Does anybody want the end piece? 312 00:24:34,003 --> 00:24:38,872 Oh, Nate. Can you drop Mrs Folger at the crematory this afternoon? 313 00:24:38,923 --> 00:24:41,562 No. I've got the Polp funeral. 314 00:24:41,603 --> 00:24:46,154 - Yeah, well, I've got the Bennett funeral. - Can't Rico do it? 315 00:24:46,203 --> 00:24:51,835 His exact words were, "No fucking way, I'm not your fucking gofer any more." 316 00:24:51,883 --> 00:24:53,874 Claire, can you give us a hand? 317 00:24:57,363 --> 00:24:59,160 Sorry, I have homework. 318 00:25:00,683 --> 00:25:02,560 Pay you 50 bucks. 319 00:25:02,603 --> 00:25:05,879 You'd pay a delivery service more than that. 320 00:25:07,963 --> 00:25:09,396 All right. 321 00:25:09,443 --> 00:25:13,800 - As long as I don't have to touch dead skin. - She's all boxed up. 322 00:25:13,843 --> 00:25:18,200 I can't do it till around four, cos I have to practise drawing a perfect circle. 323 00:25:18,243 --> 00:25:19,562 That takes seven hours? 324 00:25:19,603 --> 00:25:24,631 I have to be able to do it on command in class tomorrow. It's not as easy as it sounds. 325 00:26:23,163 --> 00:26:26,712 Is that the box that needs to go to the crematory? 326 00:26:26,763 --> 00:26:28,162 The...? 327 00:26:29,603 --> 00:26:31,753 Yeah. 328 00:26:31,803 --> 00:26:33,794 Well, I can take it now. 329 00:26:38,923 --> 00:26:40,800 - You're taking it? - Yeah. 330 00:26:40,843 --> 00:26:44,199 They hired me to do runs since nobody else wants to do it. 331 00:26:44,243 --> 00:26:48,282 - Really? - Yeah, for 50 bucks a shot. 332 00:26:49,923 --> 00:26:53,074 But you're gonna need to help me get that into my car. 333 00:26:58,963 --> 00:27:01,318 So what kind of music do you guys play? 334 00:27:01,363 --> 00:27:04,673 It's kind of like early Peter Gabriel meets Tool. 335 00:27:05,563 --> 00:27:09,522 Emotionally vulnerable like Sunny Day Real Estate 336 00:27:09,563 --> 00:27:14,159 but politically conscious, like Public Enemy. 337 00:27:15,643 --> 00:27:17,838 We're still working on it. 338 00:27:17,883 --> 00:27:20,681 When you guys play, let me know. I'll come. 339 00:27:20,723 --> 00:27:23,237 Why don't you hang out, while we practise? 340 00:27:24,123 --> 00:27:26,079 I don't think I can. 341 00:27:31,563 --> 00:27:33,918 I've got this thing, I'm supposed to... 342 00:27:35,203 --> 00:27:37,273 OK. 343 00:27:37,323 --> 00:27:39,632 - I'm Phil. - I'm Claire. 344 00:27:40,403 --> 00:27:42,200 - You want a beer? - Sure. 345 00:27:49,163 --> 00:27:51,313 You really amaze me, Lisa. 346 00:27:52,403 --> 00:27:55,759 - Why? - Your energy. It's boundless. 347 00:27:55,803 --> 00:27:59,876 You should be bottled as an alternative energy source. You'd save the world. 348 00:28:01,923 --> 00:28:06,633 Well, that's kind of funny because... I feel tired all the time. 349 00:28:07,523 --> 00:28:12,756 - Really? - Yeah. I think it comes with being a mom. 350 00:28:14,043 --> 00:28:17,274 - Yeah. - Not that I'm complaining. 351 00:28:19,043 --> 00:28:22,319 I mean, Maya's totally transformed my life. 352 00:28:22,363 --> 00:28:26,515 I can't even imagine going back to the way things were before. 353 00:28:26,563 --> 00:28:30,112 - Wow. - So what if I have to work extra hard? 354 00:28:30,163 --> 00:28:31,801 I want to. 355 00:28:32,803 --> 00:28:35,795 It's worth it. It is so worth it. 356 00:28:48,243 --> 00:28:50,040 Carol? 357 00:28:50,083 --> 00:28:52,392 Don't pay any attention to me. 358 00:28:52,443 --> 00:28:57,358 I'm just nervous. Nervous about this meeting next week. 359 00:28:57,403 --> 00:29:01,715 I have to pitch to McG in person. Whoa, is he intimidating. 360 00:29:09,003 --> 00:29:10,721 Can I make you some camomile tea? 361 00:29:10,763 --> 00:29:14,358 For Christ's sake, I'm not your grandmother. I'm your boss. 362 00:29:26,123 --> 00:29:28,432 Stop looking at me, Lisa. 363 00:29:33,603 --> 00:29:36,561 Carol, I'm always here for you. 364 00:29:37,643 --> 00:29:41,318 Also, I swim laps in the morning. 365 00:29:41,363 --> 00:29:45,151 I used to be able to do that naked. Which was a great way to start the day. 366 00:29:45,203 --> 00:29:47,478 Like I was Artemis. 367 00:29:47,523 --> 00:29:52,358 I went out feeling like a warrior, a huntress, which is what you have to do in my business. 368 00:29:52,403 --> 00:29:55,998 Now I can't do that any more because there's a man here. 369 00:29:56,843 --> 00:30:00,233 - I'm sure Nate wouldn't mind. - I would. 370 00:30:01,763 --> 00:30:06,553 I don't appreciate the hostility he shows by parking in the driveway. 371 00:30:06,603 --> 00:30:09,913 I'm sorry. I will talk to him about it. 372 00:30:11,083 --> 00:30:13,278 I'm going to swim some laps. 373 00:30:20,083 --> 00:30:22,517 - Are you ready for the pak-choi? - Yeah. 374 00:30:29,563 --> 00:30:31,872 - What are you doing? - Adding pepper. 375 00:30:31,923 --> 00:30:33,800 I already added pepper. 376 00:30:40,163 --> 00:30:41,835 OK, I feel shamed. 377 00:30:41,883 --> 00:30:45,034 - What? - When you said, "I already added pepper." 378 00:30:45,083 --> 00:30:48,962 My perception was that you were irritated with me for not knowing that 379 00:30:49,003 --> 00:30:52,632 and that you were angry with me, that I shouldn't have done it. 380 00:30:52,683 --> 00:30:54,560 Why would I be angry with you? 381 00:30:54,603 --> 00:30:58,073 Maybe you don't want me to be involved in the cooking process. 382 00:30:58,123 --> 00:31:01,081 Maybe you just want me to prepare the ingredients, 383 00:31:01,123 --> 00:31:04,638 maybe you want total control over what happens in the wok. 384 00:31:04,683 --> 00:31:08,153 So we have a little extra pepper in the wok - it's not a big deal. 385 00:31:08,883 --> 00:31:10,680 I know it's not a big deal. 386 00:31:15,643 --> 00:31:18,999 OK. I heard what you said. 387 00:31:19,923 --> 00:31:21,993 It was not my intention to shame you. 388 00:31:23,843 --> 00:31:26,198 I know. 389 00:31:26,243 --> 00:31:29,076 Good. I love you. Are the carrots ready? 390 00:31:35,323 --> 00:31:39,396 I grew up in a family where people express their anger on a regular basis. 391 00:31:39,443 --> 00:31:41,638 So that's what intimacy feels like to me. 392 00:31:42,563 --> 00:31:45,475 You grew up in a family where no one expressed anything. 393 00:31:45,523 --> 00:31:48,037 We also never hit each other. 394 00:31:48,083 --> 00:31:51,359 So whenever I'm slightly irritated, it scares you? 395 00:31:51,883 --> 00:31:53,874 Right. 396 00:31:57,923 --> 00:32:00,357 It just means I'm comfortable with you. 397 00:32:02,243 --> 00:32:04,359 It doesn't mean I don't love you. 398 00:32:10,723 --> 00:32:13,237 Did you pick up the dry-cleaning today? 399 00:32:13,283 --> 00:32:15,080 Yeah, it's in the closet. 400 00:32:47,483 --> 00:32:50,361 There. Isn't that delicious? 401 00:32:51,043 --> 00:32:54,399 Your daddy used to love peanut butter too. Yes, he did. 402 00:32:54,443 --> 00:32:56,240 So did your uncle David. 403 00:32:56,283 --> 00:33:00,435 Not your aunt Claire. She absolutely hated it, always did. 404 00:33:00,483 --> 00:33:02,474 Still does. 405 00:33:04,043 --> 00:33:06,352 Isn't it funny? 406 00:33:06,403 --> 00:33:08,758 They were all little babies once too. 407 00:33:08,803 --> 00:33:12,239 But their daddy's mommy never liked spending time with them 408 00:33:12,283 --> 00:33:14,922 the way I like spending time with you. 409 00:33:14,963 --> 00:33:19,593 She never really liked me, and she never liked my children. 410 00:33:19,643 --> 00:33:22,715 She was convinced I'd gotten pregnant on purpose 411 00:33:22,763 --> 00:33:25,323 to trap Nathaniel into marrying me. 412 00:33:25,363 --> 00:33:30,153 Which wasn't true at all. I certainly never intended for that to happen. 413 00:33:30,203 --> 00:33:32,512 Especially when I was so young. 414 00:33:35,043 --> 00:33:38,956 I was terrified when your daddy was born. Absolutely terrified. 415 00:33:49,363 --> 00:33:51,240 Hey, Mom. 416 00:33:51,283 --> 00:33:54,116 - Goodness, you startled me. - She give you any trouble? 417 00:33:54,163 --> 00:33:56,233 Heavens, no. She's an angel. 418 00:33:56,283 --> 00:33:58,114 Are you ready to go home, angel? 419 00:33:58,163 --> 00:34:00,279 I made you a chicken breast. 420 00:34:00,323 --> 00:34:03,042 No, thanks, I got to be getting home. 421 00:34:03,083 --> 00:34:06,758 But... put it in the fridge. I'll eat it tomorrow. 422 00:34:06,803 --> 00:34:10,398 If you and Lisa want a night off, I'd be happy to watch her. 423 00:34:10,443 --> 00:34:14,277 You could go out to eat, see a movie. I could keep her here overnight. 424 00:34:14,323 --> 00:34:18,953 Thanks, but Lisa's working tonight and Maya hasn't slept outside the family bed yet. 425 00:34:19,003 --> 00:34:22,962 Well, maybe it might be better for her to try a night sleeping on her own. 426 00:34:23,763 --> 00:34:26,118 Mom, we know how you feel about it. 427 00:34:27,083 --> 00:34:29,756 You're very clear on that. We feel differently. 428 00:34:29,803 --> 00:34:34,831 She's almost nine months old. She's going to have to leave the family bed sometime. 429 00:34:37,243 --> 00:34:41,316 Maya will let us know when she's ready to leave, all right? Good night. 430 00:34:44,163 --> 00:34:46,518 - Good night, Grandma. - Good night. 431 00:35:00,643 --> 00:35:02,315 Are we having sex? 432 00:35:05,723 --> 00:35:08,078 OK. 433 00:35:08,123 --> 00:35:10,591 Just let me take a shower first. 434 00:36:39,083 --> 00:36:40,562 Morning. 435 00:36:44,083 --> 00:36:45,880 What time is it? 436 00:36:45,923 --> 00:36:48,039 A little before ten, I think. 437 00:36:49,563 --> 00:36:51,599 How do you take it? 438 00:36:52,723 --> 00:36:54,998 Black. 439 00:37:06,123 --> 00:37:08,398 So what do you have to do today? 440 00:37:10,443 --> 00:37:12,081 Class. 441 00:37:12,123 --> 00:37:15,274 - What kind of class? - Drawing class. 442 00:37:16,523 --> 00:37:19,799 We're learning how to draw a perfect circle. 443 00:37:19,843 --> 00:37:23,074 - That sounds cool. - It's not. It's stupid and tedious. 444 00:37:23,123 --> 00:37:24,272 And pointless. 445 00:37:24,323 --> 00:37:30,193 I went to art school to be expressive, not to perform some pointless task like a lab rat. 446 00:37:30,243 --> 00:37:32,632 You want to play hooky? 447 00:37:37,683 --> 00:37:39,674 Yes. 448 00:37:41,523 --> 00:37:45,880 Nate, I need you to do me a big favour and cover the Folger funeral today. 449 00:37:45,923 --> 00:37:49,757 - Who's Frank Muehler? - Frank who? 450 00:37:49,803 --> 00:37:53,000 Muehler. He's in the date book every Wednesday at two. 451 00:37:53,043 --> 00:37:56,638 I have no idea. Must be somebody Rico put in there. 452 00:37:58,723 --> 00:38:02,079 There's a phone number. I'm gonna call and find out. 453 00:38:02,123 --> 00:38:04,000 All right, no. 454 00:38:06,243 --> 00:38:09,474 Keith and I are in couples counselling. 455 00:38:09,523 --> 00:38:12,196 - Really? - It's not that big a deal. 456 00:38:12,243 --> 00:38:14,598 - Are you guys OK? - Of course we're OK. 457 00:38:14,643 --> 00:38:19,194 We're just seeking the advice of a professional to help us to establish boundaries 458 00:38:19,243 --> 00:38:22,713 and write the rules of our relationship together. 459 00:38:22,763 --> 00:38:26,199 - What happened? - Nothing happened. 460 00:38:26,243 --> 00:38:28,916 Keith has anger issues he inherited from his father 461 00:38:28,963 --> 00:38:32,353 and I have a lot of doormat issues I inherited from Mom. 462 00:38:33,723 --> 00:38:37,193 - Can we never talk about this again? - Sure. You're OK though? 463 00:38:37,243 --> 00:38:40,633 - Can we never talk about this again? - Got it. 464 00:38:55,843 --> 00:38:57,834 And how are you and Lisa? 465 00:39:01,123 --> 00:39:03,398 We're great. 466 00:39:03,443 --> 00:39:06,037 It's still a little bizarre to me. 467 00:39:08,203 --> 00:39:10,956 All the possible ways my life could have gone. 468 00:39:16,683 --> 00:39:19,641 I mean, it's just about a year ago I got engaged. 469 00:39:19,683 --> 00:39:21,639 You remember that? 470 00:39:22,843 --> 00:39:24,913 I thought I loved Brenda. 471 00:39:26,443 --> 00:39:30,197 Maybe I thought I could make it work just out of sheer will. 472 00:39:32,083 --> 00:39:35,712 But... you just never know. 473 00:39:37,723 --> 00:39:41,511 You have no fucking idea what life has in store for you. 474 00:39:49,123 --> 00:39:52,559 So can you cover the Folger funeral for me or not? 475 00:39:53,843 --> 00:39:55,754 Are you sure you're all right? 476 00:39:55,803 --> 00:39:58,192 I'm fine. 477 00:39:59,883 --> 00:40:03,512 I've got an audition for the Gay Men's Chorus of Los Angeles. 478 00:40:04,763 --> 00:40:07,231 - What? - That sounds fun. 479 00:40:07,283 --> 00:40:11,879 I'm trying to create something for myself outside of my job and my relationship. 480 00:40:12,803 --> 00:40:15,715 - I could use your support. - All right. Don't worry. 481 00:40:15,763 --> 00:40:19,233 The Folger thing's a walk in the park. You just knock 'em dead. 482 00:40:19,283 --> 00:40:21,513 No pun intended. 483 00:40:21,563 --> 00:40:25,238 - I'm so nervous. - David, you'll be great. 484 00:40:25,283 --> 00:40:27,478 From your mouth to God's ears. 485 00:40:27,523 --> 00:40:29,514 All right. 486 00:40:30,443 --> 00:40:32,832 - Thanks, Nate. - Any time. 487 00:40:56,403 --> 00:40:58,439 - Hello. - Hi, it's Lisa. 488 00:40:58,483 --> 00:41:01,520 - Hello. - Ruth, did you give Maya peanut butter? 489 00:41:01,563 --> 00:41:03,838 Yes, and she loved it. Nate... 490 00:41:03,883 --> 00:41:07,478 You never give babies peanut butter under the age of one. 491 00:41:07,523 --> 00:41:11,038 They can develop horrible allergies. Didn't you know that? 492 00:41:11,083 --> 00:41:13,961 No, I didn't. Is she all right? 493 00:41:14,003 --> 00:41:17,962 Yes, but that's not the point. You should never give her peanut butter. 494 00:41:18,003 --> 00:41:21,279 Or honey, or strawberries, or egg whites. 495 00:41:21,323 --> 00:41:23,359 - Please. - Of course. 496 00:41:24,883 --> 00:41:28,319 - I'm sorry to be so abrupt with you. - No, I'm sorry. 497 00:41:28,363 --> 00:41:30,081 I had no idea. 498 00:41:30,123 --> 00:41:34,162 Peanut butter was never a problem when my children were young. 499 00:41:34,203 --> 00:41:37,115 - Are you sure she's all right? - She's fine. 500 00:41:38,203 --> 00:41:41,912 Do you need any help with her today? I could come over. 501 00:41:41,963 --> 00:41:45,080 Ruth, no. You spend so much time over here. I feel bad. 502 00:41:45,123 --> 00:41:49,036 - It's no problem, I like... - Seriously, take some time to yourself. 503 00:41:49,083 --> 00:41:54,111 I hardly saw Maya at all yesterday. I really just wanted it to be the two of us today. 504 00:41:54,803 --> 00:41:58,478 - OK. - But thanks. I'll talk to you later. 505 00:42:19,283 --> 00:42:22,480 Thank God. It's very frightening. 506 00:42:22,523 --> 00:42:24,195 I didn't know who to call. 507 00:42:24,243 --> 00:42:26,552 Ma'am, calm down and tell me what happened. 508 00:42:26,603 --> 00:42:28,514 Come. I'll show you. 509 00:44:02,843 --> 00:44:05,880 It's weird when you find stuff like that out later in life. 510 00:44:05,923 --> 00:44:10,280 I mean, I had no idea that I wasn't planned. 511 00:44:11,603 --> 00:44:14,436 I'm not sure what difference it makes. 512 00:44:14,483 --> 00:44:18,317 I mean, Maya wasn't planned and we couldn't love her any more. 513 00:44:22,923 --> 00:44:25,039 It's just... 514 00:44:26,403 --> 00:44:29,122 I don't know. 515 00:44:30,603 --> 00:44:32,594 What? 516 00:44:34,963 --> 00:44:38,478 I don't like knowing that my whole existence is an accident. 517 00:44:39,323 --> 00:44:42,201 It's just too fucking... random. 518 00:44:43,603 --> 00:44:46,401 Yeah, but that's the way it happened. 519 00:44:47,603 --> 00:44:50,197 Things happen the way they're meant to, Nate. 520 00:44:52,883 --> 00:44:55,920 See, that's a kind of fatalism that I just don't buy. 521 00:44:56,923 --> 00:45:01,314 Well, what's the alternative? 522 00:45:08,363 --> 00:45:10,479 We make choices. 523 00:45:10,523 --> 00:45:16,075 But maybe your parents never would have chosen to get married if you hadn't happened. 524 00:45:16,123 --> 00:45:20,514 And then not only would you not exist, but Claire and David wouldn't either. 525 00:45:20,563 --> 00:45:23,123 It's just not what was meant to happen. 526 00:45:24,323 --> 00:45:28,521 But surely we're more than just things that happen? 527 00:45:28,563 --> 00:45:30,997 Maybe we are, maybe we're not. 528 00:45:35,843 --> 00:45:38,277 I love it when she does that. 529 00:45:38,323 --> 00:45:40,359 When she sort of jerks. 530 00:45:40,403 --> 00:45:43,520 Right before she falls off to sleep. 531 00:45:43,563 --> 00:45:45,554 Wakes herself up. 532 00:45:47,403 --> 00:45:50,793 You freaked out the first time she ever did it. 533 00:45:51,803 --> 00:45:55,432 I remember that feeling of falling when I was little. 534 00:45:55,483 --> 00:45:59,635 Like I was falling out of bed. It always woke me up. 535 00:45:59,683 --> 00:46:03,596 - Like I was scared of what... - You were going to fall into? 536 00:46:03,643 --> 00:46:05,634 Yeah. 537 00:46:06,603 --> 00:46:08,958 It never happens to me any more. 538 00:46:12,403 --> 00:46:14,917 Don't be so sure of that. 539 00:46:15,883 --> 00:46:18,317 What's going on with you? 540 00:46:18,363 --> 00:46:21,116 - I think I dreamed this. - What? 541 00:46:24,203 --> 00:46:25,875 This moment. 542 00:46:26,643 --> 00:46:30,682 Just this. This life we have together. You and me, Maya. 543 00:46:33,163 --> 00:46:34,391 Here. 544 00:46:35,083 --> 00:46:36,721 Now. 0 00:00:0,500 --> 00:00:2,00 www.tvsubtitles.net